Eddie, you were my cousin but we grew up like siblings. I have so many memories with you. From you being a baby and screaming and crying being scared of the fireworks to playing ninja turtles together. We were really little I think you were 5 and you said you wanted to be the white power ranger when you grew up. Watching Barney, digging up worms in the backyard, we did everything together. For a time we spent every day together. Everyday your mom would pick me up and I would go to your house. We grew up together and the more time that passes it really feels like it gets harder and harder. You deserved SO much better. I don’t care about the beautiful other side. You were too young taken too soon and I will forever hold your memory close to my heart.