We have so many memories Johnny!!! The one that sits with me the most is our most recent one. You came to my work to pick luci up so we could all attend the Monday night meeting. You called me over to the car.. explained what recently happened with your warrant and how you have been “ struggling “. I told you we would talk after the meeting and I loved you. As I was walking away, you yelled “ fleash... I love you so much babe, and I’m so proud of you “ (those word will forever stick with me. ) we sat together at the meeting and you “ as usual “ played with my and luci’s kids this whole time. They absolutely adored you !!!! Then once the speaker was finished speaking and it was a “ open “ meeting, you were the first one to say “ I’m Johnny.. I’m a addict” then went on to how you were struggling. I was so proud of you for sharing and getting honest Johnny !!!! Then afterwards you even went up to get your white key tag... because the fact is, you DID have the desire to get clean!!!! I know it in my heart as well as many others. I have so many more memories over the last 2 years with you but I’ll stop here. I’ll NEVER forget you and I wish I would have called you back that night you called me. I’ll never let this down. You’re in a better place now. With your mom, brother and MANY others we’ve lost to this disease. You don’t have to fight anymore babe. Now you can rest. I love you. 🖤😭💔